31 January 2004
Thoughts of Love...
But there are a few other cities that I love too. I love the city that grew up in (okay the city that I grew up just out side of). The city that an ex use to live in, it is the city that most reminds me of the one I grew up in, but a little bit different. And of course I love the city that I now live in.
I miss what it use to be.
I remember when I first came here, things were very different. The year was 1996 and it was hotter than hell when I moved into my first dorm room. (My rooming situation ended being from hell too, but that is another story for another day).
What brought this one you may ask. I got up this morning, the kitten actually let me sleep in this morning, turned on the coffee pot, fed the kitten, and got The Post from the hallway. I poured myself a cup of coffee, added my fat free 1/2 & 1/2 (same # of carbs and same taste as regular but with out the fat, always a good thing), added some splenda, and sat down at the table to read.
I got through all of the regular sections and then started going through the plastic package of all of ads and weekend edition extras. The post magazine this week took a look back at D.C. when it was still segregated and the lives of Blacks (African Americas, if you would rather) in D.C. through a photo essay. While the time in our nation's history before and during the civil rights movement is a sad one- in many ways things were so much simpler. It was a theme that kept on coming up.
I sat there just looking and reading about people's lives at that time. It made me really miss how much simpler things were before we had to think about terror and war all of the time.
No longer are we allowed/able to
-climb up the capitol steps at any hour
-walk around the mall and monuments late into the night after all of the tourists have left
-Swim in the fountains on those nights in the summer when the air is so heavy that you think that you may never be able to breathe again
There are so many more things that I miss in this city. These are some of the reasons why I fell in love with city, and all of the odd things that happen here. I mean, how many other cities get their streets closed down just because the president wants some McDonald fries at 6:00 pm, on a Friday?
The saddest part, new comers, visitors, etc will never know those freedoms.
The beauty of the city in August after most are in bed will have to live in my memory, as it is something that I, or anyone else, will ever see again.
the states
create your own visited states map
found again
And also under the topic 'funny bacteriophage picture'
30 January 2004
I <3 NY!
Someone was really hoping that the Metro was that well known? Okay, here is something that should be fun for all of us...
You are artistic, a bit whimsical, and less iconic
than the train on the other side of the Park.
Others may see you as an odd conglomeration of
new and old-fashioned ideas, but you realize
that's part of your charm.
Which New York City subway line are you?
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FYI: The 4 & 5 lines all go from the the Bronx through Manhattan and out to Brooklyn. The 6 ends in Manhattan.
4:Lexington Avenue Express (starts on the western part of the Bronx. Starts: Jerome Avenue Ends:New Lots Avenue /Livonia Avenue )
5:Lexington Avenue Express (starts more in the middle and higher up in the Bronx. Starts: Eastchester-Dyre Avenue / 233 Street Ends: Brooklyn College-Flatbush Avenue /Nostrand Avenue )
6: Lexington Avenue Local
(StartsPelham Bay Park / Bruckner Expressway Ends:Brooklyn Bridge - City Hall /
Centre Street)
ha ha
Because the bible tells me so...
Laura Schlessinger is a US radio personality who
dispenses advice to people who call in to her radio show. Recently, she said that as an observant Orthodox Jew, she holds homosexuality is an abomination according to Leviticus 18:22 and cannot be condoned in any circumstance.
The following is an open letter to Dr. Laura penned by a US resident, which was posted on the Internet.
Dear Dr. Laura:
Thank you for doing so much to educate people regarding God's Law. I have learned a great deal from your show, and I try to share that knowledge with as many people as I can. When someone tries to defend the homosexual lifestyle, for example, I
simply remind them that Leviticus 18:22 clearly states it to be an abomination.
End of debate.
I do need some advice from you, however, regarding some of the specific laws and how to follow them.
a) When I burn a bull on the altar as a sacrifice, I know it creates a pleasing odour for the Lord Lev. 1:9. The problem is my neighbours. They claim the odour is not pleasing to them. Should I smite them?
b) I would like to sell my daughter into slavery, as sanctioned in Exodus 21:7. In this day and age, what do you think would be a fair price for her?
c) I know that I am allowed no contact with a woman while she is in her period of menstrual uncleanliness Lev.15:19-24. The problem is, how do I tell? I have tried asking, but most women take offence.
d) Lev. 25:44 states that I may indeed possess slaves, both male and female, provided they are purchased from neighbouring nations. A friend of mine claims that this applies to Mexicans, but not Canadians. Can you clarify? Why can't I own Canadians?
e) I have a neighbour who insists on working on the Sabbath. Exodus 35:2 clearly states he should be put to death. Am I morally obligated to kill him myself?
f) A friend of mine feels that even though eating shellfish is an abomination Lev. 11:10, it is a lesser abomination than homosexuality. I don't agree. Can you settle this?
g) Lev. 21:20 states that I may not approach the altar of God if I have a defect in my sight. I have to admit that I wear reading glasses. Does my vision have to be 20/20, or is there some wiggle room here?
h) Most of my male friends get their hair trimmed, including the hair around their temples, even though this is expressly forbidden by Lev.19:27. How should they die?
i) I know from Lev. 11:6-8 that touching the skin of a dead pig makes me unclean, but may I still play football if I wear gloves?
j) My uncle has a farm. He violates Lev. 19:19 by planting two different crops in the same field, as does his wife by wearing garments made of two different kinds of thread (cotton/polyester blend). He also tends to curse and blaspheme a lot. Is it really necessary that we go to all the trouble of getting the whole town together to
stone them? Lev.24:10-16. Couldn't we just burn them to death at a private family affair like we do with people who sleep with their in-laws? Lev. 20:14
I know you have studied these things extensively, so I am confident you can help. Thank you again for reminding us that God's word is eternal and unchanging.
Your devoted disciple and adoring fan.
From last night...
29 January 2004
Click me!
breakfast problems....
A real problem.
I am so ashamed.
I admitted it to Phil this morning.
He agreed.
I need to do something about this problem.
The history of the problem - so that you all can understand.
At the hospital cafeteria the food is over priced, greasy, and not that good.
However, there is an exception to this – breakfast. They make breakfast every morning of the week (weekends too) and it is good and very cheap (okay, by D.C. standards). Breakfast never disappoints and is always hot and yummy. They make my eggs right when I get there and sometimes (okay about every other time I get breakfast) I get their home fries – made every morning with fresh potatoes.
I have recently learned that they stock Krispy Kream Donuts. I am a big fan of the glazed raspberry filled ones.
I like them as the jelly is very smooth and not chunky and gel like, yick.
(I just had to go to their website – and found more flavors that I did not know of…Dave, Patrick, and Jen – pack up your things, we are going to the factory some time soon!)But back to the problem at hand. So I have my breakfast a few times a week here at work – but as we all know, eggs are kind of plain tasting. So this started when I decided to add some cheese. It helped a bit. Bit then I noticed that they have something that promises to spice anything up…
.
I started using it, just a little bit at a time. Now – I need so much of it just to taste it…Phil warned me that other foods without it will taste very bland unless I put a stop to it. I think that I am just going to have to suck it up and go out and buy some Green Tabasco Sauce…
Oh, and a very big "Thank You" to Mike who helped make this posting pretty with pictures!
28 January 2004
Mike!
Posters and abstracts...
Oh come on! Like FedEx should complain about having to move a package of paper 5 miles in one day!
But in any case - between trying to finish up my poster, crashing 4 computers, losing all of my info, running around getting works sited done and updating my resume for this grant - it has not been a bad day. I really don't mind the over time right now as I'll be needing all of that comp. time soon. 5 days in Fl with Abby, another 5 days in PA staying with my Grand Aunt while my mother plays in Az with my aunts. My Grand Aunt just turned 90 and has been told by her doctor that she has the body of a 65 year old...Think about it - it is a very good and cool thing. She has given me a new idea of what it means to get old - she just developed arthritis in one of her knees in the past year - other than that - she it totally healthy and is sharp as a tack!
But back to my crashing the computers today - I am to post my poster in the "H" drive of the university, in a notepad document - but it will not go with out changing the format of the whole thing...I guess that I am going to have to wait until the morning to put it in that folder....Oh well...I guess it will be nice to head home so that I can actually have some type of meal today other than the few snacks that I snuck in today...But I will give banana's with peanut butter props for making it possible for me to make it through the day!
Virus Hit!
More soon - crazy day in the lab...I am trying to get Bill Gates and the Canadians to work together...They are not happy about it!
27 January 2004
Another hit...
I have updated my side bar. I have added Mike who gives me so many comments O'love (thank you so much, I feel so loved) and Lara! Enjoy!
So I enjoy reading Madscience's page (over at livejournal.com) and when he opened up a new page on porn (madp0rn) I was just expecting it to end up being like a place were people would talk about sex, maybe a few pictures of naked people, and things of that nature, nothing too bad, all things that I could handle...
I was SO WRONG!!! (As I discovered last night).
So I had not checked out the site before as I usually check the computer at work (not a good place at all) or at public computer places (another place that would not have been good). So, last night I started checking it all out. I was just sitting there horrified at the fact that these guys were just picking random women off the street (paying them in some cases) bringing them back to their places and having their way with these "ladies". They were picking women up at the supermarket, the drug store, the bus stop, eating at out door cafes, etc...So a few things were running through my head:
1. I can no longer go to the store (or any other place) by myself or with just a female friend (sometimes the guys picked up two friends!)
2. I will never talk to some random guy that trys to pick up any place again - so much for that cutie that I keep on seeing at the food mart...
3. All of these women were well "groomed"...I thought that very odd...No hairs out of place,okay, lets be honest - most did not have any hair...
4. These women seemed to be enjoying this all too much...And some of the stuff was just totally degrading to say the least...But they were just going at it like nothing was wrong...
5. No one was using ANY PROTECTION...
6. What the hell does "MILF" mean???? What am I missing here?
7. Some of these women (and men) are totally unattractive, but I guess that most people are not paying attention to how someone looks in cases like this...
It was like watching a bad car accident - I was really horrified, but there were just so many questions...I could not think of a way to ask Nick about it, it was a good thing that I was caught...
Nick explained (after laughing at my questions and comments, and trust me he laughed for a good long time) about these were all actors etc...They only have sex with one another and all are tested and a regular basis (oh like that makes it totally okay there! You are being exclusive - all together!?!)...He knew what "MILF" was, his explanation - he is male and he was in college...
So madpOrn made me ask a lot of questions...And in the end, I got the answers...Oh , but maybe someone out there could answer this question for us. As as all of this was going on we were watching Margaret Cho's stand up on HBO and she was talking about men of the same race having usually about the same size...Nick and I then went looking for an explanation on the web, but could not find anything - can someone shed some light on to this?
26 January 2004
ick!
At least I was able to pick up my new keys when we got in. Here is the fun reason why I needed to get my apartment re-keyed today...There have been some strange things going on with my apartment as of late - little things have been out of place or different. Here is just one example - I love baths, but even if I take a bath, I end up showering off at the end, so the water is always set to come out from the shower head (it is one of those types that you have to screw the the handle to work it). I have turned on the water at least 2 times as of late, one time just last week, and the water has come out of the bottom...I was thinking that maybe it was just me...But then I woke up this morning and my front door handle was unlocked. I am a total freak about making sure that my door is locked, even when I am at home, and I almost always check the door 2 or 3 times before going to bed, just to make sure...It is one of those little OCD things...Well, this morning when I went to open up the door to get the paper, the door was unlocked. The bolt on the door was still bolted, but then the bolts have this safety feature where you can turn the knob on the bolt so far that someone cannot even unlock the bolt from the outside...So there was no chance that someone could have gotten in while I was in there...But who knows about when I am at work or out playing...But everyone at my complex was very nice about getting the locks replaced right away and they are going to check the video tapes for odd people and that type of thing...You have to love all of the videos that they have going around my place...Oh well...Off to go do work!
23 January 2004
ummm...
Today...In short..Kind of...
And yes - it is National Airport NOT Ronald Reagan National Airport!
So, I got up before 6:00 am - fed the cat, got my coffee and headed into the lab. But then Metro decided to have MAJOR delays - so I went to the airport first. After getting my car - this really crappy Chevy, but that comes later - I head off to the office. Now for those of you that do not live in the area or know the area - to get out of VA and head north, you have to cross a bridge at some point. We every road in and out of VA this morning - traffic jams like you could not even start to think about...So I am going along listening to my NPR (yes, I am nerd) and just enjoy being in a warm car and not walking. I cross over the crosswalk and the light turns yellow - okay I am in the intersection and I really don't want to be stuck in the middle of it - so I proceed through it - kind of - this lady with a dented up car cuts me off and then I am stuck in the middle of the intersection - and then I see it - the flash of the red light camera. Now let me put this out here and if I am wrong, please let me know. I was taught how to drive by my father (who is a professional driver) and he told me NEVER to switch lane while near an intersection - and this lady, with the dented up car mind you, did just that and now I will have a moving violation on my record. I ended taking down all of the info about her car so that way when the VA DMV sends me a citation - I can then report all of this back to them. Oh and did I mention that the ticket will go to my Parents house in PA? Yeah - they are so going to love opening that one up! So I get to work - kind of. I work in Georgetown (at Georgetown) and there are a WHOLE LOT OF HILLS in Georgetown...The car cannot get up the hills. The the peddle is on the floor and I am just inching my way up...Not cool at all! So I finally part the car only to discover that I do not have enough quarters to pay for the meter all day. At that point I think oh well - ticket me - the car rental company is going to be sending that citation to me anyway -I put all of the change I have with me in the meter and I go into the lab, at 10:30 am. So I am setting up my experiment and all is going okay...Oh, and did I mention that I STILL have not finished that abstract that is by 5:00pm? So about 3 steps into the 7-8 hour long experiment Wonderboy walks into tell me that the machine that I need to use has just been broken by someone else. Now, this piece of machinery is owned by my lab - and we are nice enough to let others use it...And what do they do? They break it and then don;t bother mentioning it to any one!!! So spent the next 45 minutes running around trying to find another machine - I finally found one - across campus - only to discover that it is the new version of the one that I have, no one in the lab that owns it really knows how to work it and it is up to me to figure out for the most part...Great. Back to the lab - finish my abstract (handed in at 5:00pm - right on time) and then bring my experiment over to the other building to finish it off - very odd results to say the least. I think that the cells know when you are having a bad day and just try to have fun with you! I finally get out of the lab at 7:00 pm and head back over to the airport. Not a bad day over all considering that I have had 5 phone conversations with my mother - she wanted to know at one point what exactly palmentos were - Spanish peppers I found out for her - a few other phone calls from random people - no lunch and a powerless car to return to the airport - but at least I do not have a ticket for parking at an expired meter - I think it was too cold for them to go outside to day to ticket. Over to National - a hour later - and 5 cars later I am finally able to leave. Call it me being taught incorrectly here - but I think that windshield wipes should at least be able to get water off your windshield here - the cars would not even do that. As I am leaving I turn the local AM news radio station on to find out where I live has a bunch of burst pipes (and a major water main break) in the middle of it. Right where I live. I look at the clock and it reads 8:20 pm - and they say that the traffic is still backed up from rush hour...Needless to say I got in to my place at about 9:00 pm - after making a pit stop for some Diet Coke (be proud Jules!) and some fries - sorry - I need some comfort food after today. I walk in (chatting with Ab's who's have a totally Fab. time in FL) to find out that Burt has gotten sick on his food. Great it is 9:00 pm - I have not packed as of yet and I have a sick cat. Thankfully at that point my Mother called to tell me that she doe snot want me to drive back up to PA tonight alone. At this point it is fine with me - I have my new "US" a cosmo to finish before I send them off to Ab in a care package and a few journal articles to read as well as proofing the Grant. I am going to go finish off the bottle of wine that was opened a few day ago - there is about a glass left, fill up the tub and take a nice long soak and just read before I have to get up and leave D.C. by 6:30-7:00 am in the ice and snow...But for being able to sleep in my own bed with a nice warm kitty (he is feeling much better after getting his fur ball meds - thank you) and the temperature just as I like it. I just hope that Burt does not decide to start snoring again!
sorry
22 January 2004
Another Hit!
From Patrick...got to love those left wing people!
My abstract....
Vida en lecciones....
(now if I could just figure out how to say that in Spanish! Damn all of that French that I took!)
21 January 2004
Weee!
Random strikes again!
the cat that snores!
20 January 2004
?'s for people!
Next year!
p.s. what is the story with Nancy's face while giving that talk- for a lady that has 5 children and 5 grandchildren she has no lines on her face!!!
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Gym Updated...
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I'll keep you all updated...
19 January 2004
Eeek!
And after about a minute he says "So - what's the problem?"
Me: "It is really noisy up there is his pounding and the machines crying is breaking my concentration!"
Him: "Oh so the machine is making noise?"
Me: "Yes, can you oil it or something?"
Him: "Ummmmmm...I don't know know...hold on." And then he runs outside and comes back in a few moments later. "We have someone who does that - they will be here in a few weeks..."
Me: "Thanks a lot!"
So I go back upstairs and try to finish, I do another 0.5 mile (my last one) and the whole time I am saying to myself "I will not kill him, he is just trying to get some studying done and work out..." I said this over and over to myself...I swore that this guy was just getting angry about what ever he was reading as sometimes he would just go at the machine and it would cry even more...According to the cute guy the law student ALWAYS uses that machine - NO MATTER WHAT!!! So I packup my things and get ready to leave and as I am walking out of the gym I hear this noise - 10 times worse than the machine upstairs - it was the manager of the gym's car - no wonder the noise does not bother him - The machine upstairs is just a gentle humming compared to the sound that his car makes...I just hope that I do not have to run every night with the crazy law student...
oh boy
Songs of My Life
Long ago it must be, I have a photograph. Preserve your memories, they're all that's left you.” Simon & Garfunkel
So Ideastorm (A fellow writer over on Livejournal.com) came up with the idea of doing a sound track of ones life and asked others to do the same – so here I go! Let me know if you come up with one too!
Opening Credits:
“Circle Dream” – 10,000 Maniacs
" I dreamed of a circle, I dreamed of a circle round. And in that circle was a maze, a terrible spiral to be lost in. Blind in my fear, I was escaping just by feel. But at every turn my way was sealed."
Waking Up Scene:
“Subterranean Homesick Alien” – Radiohead
"The breath of the morning I keep forgetting the smell of the warm summer air. I live in a town where you can't smell a thing You watch your feet for cracks in the pavement
Up above aliens hover making home movies for the folks back home. Of all these weird creatures who lock up their spirits drill holes in themselves and live for their secrets"
Avg. Day Scene:
“Imagine”- John Lennon
"Imagine there's no heaven. It's easy if you try. No hell below us. Above us only sky Imagine all the people. Living for today..."
Hanging out with Friends:
“Ray of Light” – Madonna
"And I feel like I just got home. Faster than the speeding light she's flying, trying to remember where it all began. She's got herself a little piece of heaven"
First Date Scene:
“Come Away With Me” – Norah Jones
"Come away with me on a bus. Come away where they can't tempt us with their lies.
I want to walk with you on a cloudy day, in fields where the yellow grass grows knee-high. So won't you try to come?"
Love Scene:
“Ice Cream” – Sarah MacLachlan
"Your love is better than chocolate. Better than anything else that I've tried. Oh love is better than chocolate. Everyone here knows how to cry. "
Sex Scene:
“Green Eyes” - Coldplay
"Honey you are the sea, upon which I float. And I came here to talk, I think you should know. The green eyes, you're the one that I wanted to find. And anyone who tried to deny you, must be out of their mind."
Summer Scene:
“Chemistry” - Semisonic
"I remember when I found out about chemistry. It was a long, long way from here. I was old enough to want it but younger than I wanted to be, Suddenly my mission was clear."
Fight with a Friend Scene:
“Nearly Lost You” Screaming Trees
"There's a rider that's fallen and it's clear there's no time to return. I nearly, I nearly lost you there."
Break Up Scene:
“The Gift” – Annie Lennox
"I need to go outside. I need to leave the smoke. 'Cause I can't go on living in this same sick joke. It seems our lives have taken on a different kind of twist. Now that you have given me the perfect gift. You have given me the gift. For we have fallen from our shelves, to face the truth about ourselves, and we have tumbled from our trees."
Getting Back together Scene:
“Dreaming my Dreams” – The Cranberries
"I'll be dreaming my dreams with you. And there's no other place, that I'd lay down my face. I'll be dreaming my dreams with you."
Family Fight:
“Shout” - Tears for Fears
"Shout! They gave you life. And in return you gave them them hell."
Life’s Okay Scene:
"Je Crois Entendre Encore" - Nicolai Gedda
"Divine rapture, delightful thought, mad intoxication, sweet dream in the clear starlight. I still believe I see"
Autumn Scene:
“Nightswimming” REM
"The photograph on the dashboard, taken years ago, turned around backwards so the windshield shows. Every streetlight reveals the picture in reverse. Still, it's so much clearer. I forgot my shirt at the water's edge. The moon is low tonight."
Mental Breakdown Scene:
“Little Earth Quakes” – Tori Amos
"And I hate - elevator music. The way we fight. The way I'm left here silent. Oh these little earthquakes, here we go again. These little earthquakes. Doesn't take much to rip us into pieces. We danced in graveyards with vampires till dawn, We laughed in the faces of kings never afraid to burn."
Driving Scene:
“No Sleep ‘Til Brooklyn” – Beastie Boys
"Foot on the pedal - never ever false metal. Engine running hotter than a boiling kettle.
My job's ain't a job - it's a damn good time. City to city..."
Winter Scene:
“Long December” – Counting Crows
"The smell of hospitals in winter. And the feeling that it's all a lot of oysters, but no pearls. All at once you look across a crowded room, to see the way that light attaches to a girl"
Feeling Hatred Scene:
“It’s the Life” - Grant Lee Buffalo
"Then your heart it will be broken. And every sour word that you have spoken about everybody else, will return to act upon yourself. If the life you have created, is founded on jealousy and hatred. It's too late to ask questions. For you're much too old to take any suggestions."
Lesson Learning:
“Trouble” – Kristen Hersh
"Trouble, oh trouble can't you see. You're eating my heart away, and there's nothing much left of me. I've drunk your wine, you have made your world mine, So won't you be fair?"
Spring Scene:
“The Promise” - Tracy Chapman
"If you wait for me then I'll come for you. Although I've traveled far, I always hold a place for you in my heart. If you think of me, If you miss me once in awhile. Then I'll return to you. I'll return and fill that space in your heart."
Closing Credits:
“Oh Very Young” - Cat Stevens
"Oh very young, what will you leave us this time. There'll never be a better chance to change your mind. And if you want this world to see a better day. Will you carry the words of love with you? Will you ride the great white bird into heaven? And though you want to last forever, you know you never will."
18 January 2004
the joy of it all...
17 January 2004
:)
I hope everyone has a wonderful weekend!
16 January 2004
play time
From Katie
1. Copy this whole list into your journal.
2. Bold the things that you have in common with me.
3. Whatever you don't bold, replace with things about you.
**Please note, #12 should not be in bold, but I cannot seem to fix it! Damn Codes!
01. I am single and enjoying life!
02. I have no children.
03. I like kids, but I am glad that I am getting other things in order right now before I have them.
04. I have already picked out my first daughter's name.
05. I love purple (grape) popsicles.
06. I love it when I get some free time, even if it's only ten or fifteen minutes long.
07. My parents are wonderful people that drive me crazy.
08. I can be very shy until I get to know you. (Internet relationships are different entities, though)
09. I am very much in love with my life, most of the time...
10. I love classical music.
11. I used to collect china dolls as a girl.
**12. I was an only child until I was 26 years old
13. I love my daddy.
14. I always wanted to be a true red head growing up (all I had were red highlights in the sun)!
15. I love cooking when I have the time and proper ingredients.
16. I have one pet.
17. I miss college and the people and freedom of it all....
18. I am blessed with some really good friends.
19.Pretty much all of my dresses are tailored to fit just me!
20. I like to just stand in the shower and let the hot water run.
21. I love my mama.
22. I have the best boss ever!
23. I am enjoying the topic of my Ph.D., for the most part...
24. I think Space people are the cutest Sesame Street character.
23. I've seen all of the LOTR movies, but not all of them in the theatre.
24. I sing (opera) to cat all day long until he bites me to stop.
25. I have a great apartment!
26. My favorite warm drink is a mocha.
27. I drink too much coffee.
28. I sure could use a vacation.
29. I like to people watch.
30. I think I have changed a lot since graduating high school.
31. My favorite cold drink is A&W cream soda.
32. At times I tend to let people walk all over me!
33. My favorite alcoholic drink is is a cosmo.
34. I hate doing other people's dirty work.
35. I loved my college years.
36. I am a perfectionist.
37. I am NOT a neat freak! (really I am not - there is just a place for everything and everything should be in its place!!!!)
38. I hate being hit on at the bar. (although it can lead to some funny stories later on...)
39. I feel like i am playing catch up most days.
40. The Teletubbies irk me.
41. I have a little clutter.
42. i wish i could take more naps
43. I love children.
44. My hands are cold.
45. I have that damn pain in my side, still!!!
46. I hate dill pickle chips.
47. I spend too much time checking in with people and not enough time with them in person.
48. I screen my calls.
49. My mother is a picture fanactic
50. I am planning on running the marine core marathon with Jeanie in the fall...
To spit or not? Read this one...
Study: Fellatio may significantly decrease the risk of breast cancer in women
(AP) -- Women who perform the act of fellatio and swallow semen on a regular basis, one to two times a week, may reduce their risk of breast cancer by up to 40 percent, a North Carolina State University study found.
Doctors had never suspected a link between the act of fellatio and breast cancer, but new research being performed at North Carolina State University is starting to suggest that there could be an important link between the two.
In a study of over 15,000 women suspected of having performed regular fellatio and swallowed the ejaculatory fluid, over the past ten years, the researchers found that those actually having performed the act regularly, one to two times a week, had a lower occurance of breast cancer than those who had not. There was no increased risk, however, for those who did not regularly perform.
"I think it removes the last shade of doubt that fellatio is actually a healthy act," said Dr. A.J. Kramer of Johns Hopkins School of Medicine, who was not involved in the research. "I am surprised by these findings, but am also excited that the researchers may have discovered a relatively easy way to lower the occurance of breast cancer in women."
The University researchers stressed that, though breast cancer is relatively uncommon, any steps taken to reduce the risk would be a wise decision.
"Only with regular occurance will your chances be reduced, so I encourage all women out there to make fellatio an important part of their daily routine," said Dr. Helena Shifteer, one of the researchers at the University. "Since the emergence of the research, I try to fellate at least once every other night to reduce my chances."
The study is reported in Friday's Journal of Medical Research.
In 1991, 43,582 women died of breast cancer, as reported by the National Cancer Institute.
Dr. Len Lictepeen, deputy chief medical officer for the American Cancer Society, said women should not overlook or "play down" these findings.
"This will hopefully change women's practice and patterns, resulting in a severe drop in the future number of cases," Lictepeen said.
Sooner said the research shows no increase in the risk of breast cancer in those who are, for whatever reason, not able to fellate regularly.
"There's definitely fertile ground for more research. Many have stepped forward to volunteer for related research now in the planning stages," he said.
Almost every woman is, at some point, going to perform the act of fellatio, but it is the frequency at which this event occurs that makes the difference, say researchers. Also key seems to be the protein and enzyme count in the semen, but researchers are again waiting for more test data.
The reasearch consisted of two groups, 6,246 women ages 25 to 45 who had performed fellatio and swallowed on a regular basis over the past five to ten years, and 9,728 women who had not or did not swallow. The group of women who had performed and swallowed had a breast cancer rate of 1.9 percent and the group who had not had a breast cancer rate of 10.4 percent.
"The findings do suggest that there are other causes for breast cancer besides the absence of regular fellatio," Shafteer said. "It's a cause, not THE cause."
Oh and a PSA for all of you out there - Beware - be VERY aware of Med Students - when I got to the hospital the other day I had one - he was not really sure what to do or ask other than try to ask me out - all I can say is that after an exam like the one that I got - I would never allow him to touch me in anyway again! Is there a nice way to say that?
12 January 2004
Oooo!
We have a few more things to fix with the parts that we still have here in the lab - but other wise it is now out of our hands!
Too early in the morning...
The following conversation then happened which got me to thinking that maybe at breakfast, too much caffeine and too little sleep are not good conversation starters...
Conversation #1:
L: "God if I was leaving the area or the country, I know who I would fool around with."
S: "Why would you want to leave the area/country after just having just fooled around once if it was THAT good?"
Conversation #2:
L: "You know it has been three years since I have had a serious relationship."
S: "It has not been three years!"
L: "Okay two and half years, in...ahh..Two months!"
S: "Three years is not two and half years in two months."
Conversation #3:
L: "You lead a very strange life you know."
S: "Why would you say that?"
L: "Our friends call you up to tell you that they are able to watch your ex do 'personal things' while they are on the street and he is in his apartment as he does not close the blinds."
S: "According to our friends, it is not just them watching - it's the whole neighborhood - but knowing my ex, I think that he likes it."
And we wondered why the waiter was running away from our table most of the morning...Now that I am at work thinking back on it - maybe there was a very good reason why the waiter was keeping away from us...
10 January 2004
Love...?
I really love naps!
I have noticed a major problem since starting to work full time being a grad student - the lack of naps. (I have been told though that grad students in other disciplines are able to take naps...Maybe I'll have to rethink this whole Ph.D. topic that I have picked...I know one person with their masters that got to go study n a nice warm island in the carbiban...)
On weekends or days off, I wake up early in the morning even when the alarm is shut off. No longer am I able to sleep to at least noon. I wake up by 9:00 am, at the latest. I have decided, it is sad when you start thinking of 9:00 am as sleeping in.
No longer is it acceptable to blow off classes mid afternoon because you feel like a nap.
No longer is it acceptable to make your class schedule so that you have a break mid afternoon for a nap.
So have come up with this plan - naps on the weekends and days off!
So today is Saturday, thus this means that right now I should just be waking up from my afternoon nap.
But I am not.
It is not that I even woke up a bit early from my nap or something nice like that.
No - I am in the lab - very much missing my nap...
Sunday - I will have a nap!!!
09 January 2004
Me about 5 minutes ago.....
The Plate Reader is silent
Me: " Please, Plate Reader, please!!! "
The Plate Reader is still silent.
Me: "I can turn you off!!! I have thumbs and I an not afraid to use them Plate Reader!!!"
The Plate Reader goes into failure...And freezes with the data
Dark falls on the lab and I am left yelling "Damn you Plate Reader!!!! "
Yes - the Plate Reader will not export my data to the disk so that I can check it...I cannot leave until I get the info from it - I have now shut the computer off and am trying it again...The Plate Reader is holding a hostage...My data...The Plate Reader will not tell me what it wants me to do for my data....So one more time all together now:
"Damn you Plate Reader!!!"
Up date...
7:45ish - wash each plate 7 time, mix up another batch of solutions (same directions as before - trust me it really sucks to get interrupted in the middle of that and have to start all over)let the plates bind in the dark of half hour
8:30pm I have to add the stop solution and then measure the intensity of the colour changes on a plate reader...
9:00 pm I have to take info from the plate reader computer and make sure that it is able to down load on to my "data results" computer - trust me - this IS much harder than one would think as the plate reading computer does not like other computer...Print out the results so that I have a hard copy of them...
9:30 ish - home to pass out and end of my hot Friday night date with the lab...
I still have to figure out if I am willing to come in here on Saturday or Sunday - I have work to be done - I could get some of it done at home, but then I would not get credit for work...I'll have to figure this out...I still have to go pick up my new glasses (very excited about this, as they are very cute!)...I talked to Becky earlier today and we rescheduled for hanging out on Sunday (hopefully!)
And then the fun part is Monday - I get to do it all over again and then analyze my results for both experiments!!!
Crazy!?
I also found out this morning that we will be submitting the grant as planned by the - 1st of Feb. 2004 - God Help Me!
Which mean that we need to hand most of it to the University by the 12th of Jan. 2004 (yes, that's this Monday!!!) so that they can do their part...
I cannot wait for this day to be over - an 8 hour long assay!!! What was I thinking leaving it until Friday?
I just hope that I am able to go pick up my new spiffy glasses after work tonight!!!
I was planning on hanging out with Becky tonight - but I am already wiped out and it is only lunch time! Maybe she would like to just come over tonight and we can watch movies at my place...
08 January 2004
Oh and now wonder boy is home today with his own case of death thanks to me...And the cells are fine - it ended up being a bad conection on the CO2 tanks- the cells were getting their required CO2 - just not at a pressure that a part of the incubator could "see"...
back to work...
So now, I am back here at work. I think that Burt is very angry - it took me a few tries to get out the door without him this morning - he gets very use to me being home all day very quickly. We napped pretty much the whole day yesterday - he even gave me a few "feel better soon" licks when I would wake up and take a few sips of water or juice. He was a very attentive pet! I am now on the road to recovery - and wonder boy is home sick thanks to me...Oh and the cells are okay it was just a bad circuit in the incubator which has now been fixed!
05 January 2004
I thought that I had a doctor's appointment this morning - but no it is on Tuesday morning! At least I got to pay my VS charge and got in early on the semi-annual sale!
Now that I am at work: Let the month from Hell Start!!!